My Love

 Emptiness for months

Emotionless, defunct

Happy, at peace

Always looking down at my feet

No looking to the past

The future, I dont grasp

But right here, right now

I've got this feeling in my chest

If love were a thing that I possessed

I would only see you against the black

The light of your soul, radiating light

But I can't see your face, I can't hear your voice

The only thing I see is black

The only thing I feel is a draft

From the feelings I still have

For you girl, for you

If we never speak again, I'll move on

And if i forget your face, I'll know it was wrong

And if you don't feel the same, ill give you space

But right now, I miss your smile, your voice, your vibe

I know I'm not perfect for you

But you're perfect for me

I just wish things were different

I want to know what you see

It could be the way I look

Maybe you don't think I'm funny

Maybe I'm too lazy for you

And I don't blame you for those things

But my life is changing

Soon I'll be independent and free

But if not having you has to be

Please dont reply, it's the last you'll hear from me