my committal process
My name is Josh Willger. I presented myself voluntarily at St. Luke's in 2014, where I was subsequently presented with involuntary commitment paperwork, the nature of which I did not comprehend. I informed the ER doctor, "I did my time and I want out," under the influence of what I understand as a secret society (illuminati) tactic. Upon being served the commitment papers by a sheriff, I requested legal counsel, which proved unhelpful and ineffective. Prior to my commitment hearing, I was administered medication that significantly altered my perception. While I was fully self-aware and exhibited narcissistic traits at the time, these medications diminished my autonomy and influenced the magistrate to manipulate my perception, compelling me to declare, "I want to do this the right way," in an attempt to appease the judge. I was unaware that I would be denied the ability to secure an apartment. I found myself unable to mount an adequate defense in court, a difficulty that persists to this day in magistrate court due to the pervasive nepotism within the psychiatric system and among court magistrates. This environment fosters the notion that I should not be represented by a lawyer and instead require a public defender, who remains uninformed of these critical facts.
My personality type is INFP, and I primarily interpret the world through feeling senses and reading emotion.
The medication in my system impeded my ability to verbally defend myself and instilled self-doubt regarding the appropriateness of my actions.
Laurie is a co-conspirator in my continued involvement with the system, seemingly deriving satisfaction from prevailing in our ongoing dispute: "Am I mentally ill?" The initial commitment stemmed from a misunderstanding rooted in a private conversation with Zach Willger, who had previously wronged me, during which I stated, "I should have killed you." I harbored no actual intent to harm Zach.
I was involuntarily admitted to Penn Center RCF, where I encountered a woman who coerced me into a sexual situation, resulting in my assault. Her name was Whitney Driscoll.
My entire adoptive family exhibits characteristics of low-IQ Cluster B narcissists. They appear unaware of the detrimental impact they have on me, as I perceive myself as a healthy individual, while they, in my view, are the ones who are unbalanced. Nevertheless, they commit me as if I were their subordinate (only because they have a job), a common belief among individuals with Cluster B traits. Their behavior is emotionally abusive, and they disregard my safety unless it serves their own interests.
This entire process is disastrous, detrimental to public health, and casts a negative light on psychiatry. I recommend forgetting the situation and allowing me my free thought.
I was first prescribed psychiatric drugs at the age of 14, of my own volition. My file indicates I am dangerous due to a few physical altercations with Bryan in the past. I have since undergone significant personal growth and no longer engage in physical violence. I pose no danger to myself or others and lack a clear understanding of why this commitment process is being enacted against me. Dr. Larsen disregarded a crucial conversation with me during the 2014 commitment, which would have absolved me had he engaged with my statements. This constitutes professional negligence and malpractice. The entire process has unfolded since 2014 and has continued at Laurie's insistence, offering no benefit to me. I requested to be discharged to an apartment from Penn Center, and each time I was in an RCF, the same narrative persisted: they believed I was incapable of independent living.
Psychiatry exhibits inherent bias regarding medication and my behavior; they lack personal knowledge of me without the influence of drugs, relying solely on Laurie's often biased and gaslighting accounts.
I have conducted extensive research into psychiatry and delusion and have only been misdiagnosed with schizophrenia. Furthermore, I fail to comprehend the basis for such a belief, other than the initial diagnosis by Dr. Larsen, who labeled it paranoid schizophrenia due to my general paranoia about aspects of my life. The accurate diagnosis should be Schizoaffective disorder without delusion.
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